Tumblr (3.0; @trinawilliams)http://trinawilliams.tumblr.com/<p>My life has changed since Dec 13th. I became a grandmother in which his mother had nowhere to live. I was asked the question I was dreading and of course I said yes. In making that decision I didn&#8217;t realize how much depression his mom was under. Nor did I realize that my son was also frustrated with the situation because of the lack of self esteem she has. Let&#8217;s just say I opened a door to a big problem that I am now forced to deal with. I love my grandson very much but I feel like he&#8217;s my responsibility. I find myself going to work, rushing home to cook dinner, sterilize bottles, boiling water and comforting my grandson. I am so exhausted by the time I&#8217;m done that soon as my head hit the pillow I am out. My husband has been understanding but I feel like I&#8217;m neglecting him and as I woman I do know that&#8217;s not good. Some days I just sit and wonder how I can balance it all. The hardest part is dealing with her emotional issues, the crying and the depression. It&#8217;s really draining me I just keep telling myself God put her in my lap for a reason. Am I wrong for feeling the way I do? A part of me just wants my life back&#8230;</p>http://trinawilliams.tumblr.com/post/2901641672http://trinawilliams.tumblr.com/post/2901641672Sun, 23 Jan 2011 20:32:20 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lfi2px5EhE1qaoydpo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>This little boy has captured my heart.</p>http://trinawilliams.tumblr.com/post/2900132001http://trinawilliams.tumblr.com/post/2900132001Sun, 23 Jan 2011 19:01:09 -0500