What to do???
My life has changed since Dec 13th. I became a grandmother in which his mother had nowhere to live. I was asked the question I was dreading and of course I said yes. In making that decision I didn’t realize how much depression his mom was under. Nor did I realize that my son was also frustrated with the situation because of the lack of self esteem she has. Let’s just say I opened a door to a big problem that I am now forced to deal with. I love my grandson very much but I feel like he’s my responsibility. I find myself going to work, rushing home to cook dinner, sterilize bottles, boiling water and comforting my grandson. I am so exhausted by the time I’m done that soon as my head hit the pillow I am out. My husband has been understanding but I feel like I’m neglecting him and as I woman I do know that’s not good. Some days I just sit and wonder how I can balance it all. The hardest part is dealing with her emotional issues, the crying and the depression. It’s really draining me I just keep telling myself God put her in my lap for a reason. Am I wrong for feeling the way I do? A part of me just wants my life back…
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